Surrender

Hii! I'm going to start this by saying it's definitely easy to give up, but it feels amazing knowing you don't have to be in control. In my experience surrender isn't a one and done kind of thing. It's something you have to do every day. It feels way easier to do at a church retreat in worship than the busiest week of your life, but the peace it gives you is always worth it. Starting your day by telling God you trust Him is a great way to start. It takes 2 minutes but can give you peace throughout the day. It'll feel like a chore for a bit, but once you do it for a bit, you'll get more used to doing it. Surrendering daily might go against everything you want do, but you need to kill that though and push through. It won't happen overnight, but one day you'll wake up and know it was all worth it.